Heavenly Pearl
There are some who seem to be always seeking for the heavenly pearl. But they do
not make an entire surrender of their wrong habits. They do not die to self that Christ
may live in them. Therefore they do not find the precious pearl. They have not overcome
unholy ambition and their love for worldly attractions. They do not take up the cross and
follow Christ in the path of self-denial and sacrifice. Almost Christians, yet not fully Christians,
they seem near the kingdom of heaven, but they cannot enter there. Almost but not wholly
saved, means to be not almost but wholly lost. (COL 118.1)